Julia
Juju, pig, ah keow. wadeva u call n i approve. heh.
Ju is a christmas baby, 25/12/1990
GMPS, CCHMS, VJC , NUS FASS
Affliations to YMCA, CCHMS wushu team, genacts...



1) continue wushu if i have time
2) do well in my mods in NUS
3) be more pro in my di zi
4) successfully join the police force?
5) can go shopping and splurge!!!

all is juz a lie, a deception, sum nice wrappin over sth so saddenin. wadeva la. now i'm dead(okay dis sounds a bit familiar bt wadeva), nt dead ba, if nt ppl sae i no sense of originality. i'm hangin in there, nt in the sense of dying. arghh. wadeva. life sux man. once i tot everyting was gng well today the thunder n lightning struck mi lyk dunno wad. mebbe i was too positive le. now everyting lyk burst n pop lyk bubbles le.
i shall juz stop my wishful tinkin dat tings can go back to last tym. i should nt live in the past, no, aniticipate the past to be the present, and i muz leave life on. it only goes forward, nt backwards. nt lyk i'm sum god hu can travel across time. today is a bad day la. dun tok to mi jiu suan le. den wad, the weather is freakin bad n broke my plans of the day. n i end up at home bloggin, n mebbe hopin we'll nt b in such weird situations next tym. okay mebbe u can juz look away or ignore, bt i cant. haiz
想被雨淋醒，我走在大雨下。任雨打在身上，希望能从梦中清醒。可是，怎样都忘不了，怎样都摆脱不了，那伤感。够了，我要抽身于这被痛苦围绕的流沙。但越是挣扎，陷得越深。我累了。曾希望能有人救我出来，但，每人能做得到。让时间做最好的精神疗效，但我等得累了。我放手了，自陷与悲伤中。