Julia
Juju, pig, ah keow. wadeva u call n i approve. heh.
Ju is a christmas baby, 25/12/1990
GMPS, CCHMS, VJC , NUS FASS
Affliations to YMCA, CCHMS wushu team, genacts...



1) continue wushu if i have time
2) do well in my mods in NUS
3) be more pro in my di zi
4) successfully join the police force?
5) can go shopping and splurge!!!

went to send ning off at the airport early this morn lo. gosh. i actually felt a bit like crying when ning started to. damn. this must be the retribution for making ning cry. RAWR!! but i really wanted to hug her luh~ no intentions of making her cry de. mannn. really hoped i could have cried out but dunno why after so long of nt cryin my tears juz got choked at the ends of the tear duct. man, din feel it when we sent jieru off lo. this is the second person i sent this year. heh. ning, like now we've been really close she just left sg lo, i think i'll miss out on someone to talk to when i feel confused and stuff liddat le. and i lost my partner to speak in lingo le lo. though MR speaks it too. haha.

will miss ning for being there every saturday to accompany me lo. cuz val usually has family stuff so cannot join the big grp. so most of the time its just me ning and the guys. haha. really thanks so much for ning to be there. all the htht's i'l miss times sharing things with her. nvm, i guess 53 days will past really quickly. after all my exams and y camp she will be back agn! yay! julia is being optimistic.

after ning left we went off home lo. have this real burning urge to call MR to make him comfort him. shit, i sorta longed for him to be there so that he's there to lend me his shoulder lo. arghh. finally when i am alone le i called he was sorta busy and cannot chat with me. haizz. hu was the one who say 'girl, you can call me anytime you want'. damn.

i tink like wad val said, i'm falling liao. ok, i guess i fell le. sobs, i feel like meeting him everyday. but this is impossible for me lo, esp wif my mum. haiz, stupid reasons can only be used once. darn. i'm damn scared he's toyin my feelings sia. like after my heart is dedicated to him, den he smash it onto the floor. RAWR!! muz build up on my defence le... anyway, ytd i told him that i wanted to meet him. haha. great job he met me as KLP. man. the kkochi is alrd so nice but with someone sharing the nice food i felt the chicken was heavenly. the best thing ytd was, i'l come back agn for the chicken. man. this simple sentence alrd recognized that my taste (for food) is nt bad, at least he agrees to it. this is recognitions i need lo. <3.... julia is floating away.

forgot to say. went kusu island ytd for this 'annual pilgrimage'. haha nt to the extent la, but i look forward to gng there to pray every year. the nice scenery, the serenity, the anticipation of wishes to come true. and every single thing on the island, it never failed to attract me back there every year. hope the next year i go there will be someone else with me too. haha. yea, i agreed to bring him there some day. hehe. i hope my wishes will come true...

i'm looking forward to tmr and thurs meeting. haha. and dry run too. ok the big obstacle today is to pass nt meeting him and finish my philo essay. shall reward myself with an eps of liu xing hua yuan korean version after my essay. haha. i tink later in the night there will be another round of blogging lo but right now.. i guess i shall stop ranting. hehe.

heard this song on my mp3 on bus ytd, gosh, it somehow described my feelings ytd. hehe
Quote:
.......
直到你现在能感应
紧紧地抱着我
让我在你怀里躲

糟了 习惯了
你把我宠坏了
在你保护外 没有别的安全地带
糟了 习惯了
是你让我笑了 陶醉在天空宁静的白色
我像个大小孩 依赖

(宠坏了，stella huang xiang yi)

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