Julia
Juju, pig, ah keow. wadeva u call n i approve. heh.
Ju is a christmas baby, 25/12/1990
GMPS, CCHMS, VJC , NUS FASS
Affliations to YMCA, CCHMS wushu team, genacts...



1) continue wushu if i have time
2) do well in my mods in NUS
3) be more pro in my di zi
4) successfully join the police force?
5) can go shopping and splurge!!!

yet another day of slackin at home. sia la how i wish every week in uni is elearning week. its damn shuang can. LOL. everything is own time own target lo. heh.

juz now while packin my room sth dropped out of my jeans. saw the note one of my grp bbh boys gave me lo. lol, read it thru agn. damn satisfied to actually get a boy open up to me. probably i din do much n its his buddy that helped him along lo, but still i damn happy he wrote that note to me sia.. one fulfilling accomplishment from my grp guys. LOL. hmmm, probably that reassurance that i am doing ok? so yup. pat on julia's back! keep up the good work. i alrd kept the note nicely in a file of encouragements le lo, tgt wif previous y camp's simba's notes. haha.

hmmm, he's been giving me a bit of problem over here. he'l be named mr A? things he say is suggestive, but i really have doubts about what he is doin is out of erm... for fun? boredom? lets hope wad i see from his actions are not true, esp after i told him i have a crush on someone le. well, these still continue, dunno wads gng on sia. hmmm. his actions are leaving me perplexed lo. like shit, wad am i supposed to do? believe in the words? play along? play dumb and act that i dunno anything? lol. hope i get the ling gan to ask him bout it soon lo. really dunno how to ask him about what is he thinking. but its really nice talkin to him. haha. if the HE does that so nicely jiu hao le. haiz.
what a contradiction, how contradictory. damn....

in the morn while talkin to ning she sent me this song crush. damn its really nice lo. n describe me n him de situation now la. 完全说出了我心里的话. totally wanna dedicate this song to him can? arghhhhh.

quote:
why do i keep running from the truth?
all i ever think about is you
you got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
and i've just got to know

do you ever think, when you're all alone
all that we can be, where this thing can go
am i crazy or falling in love?
is it real or just another crush?

do you catch a breath, when i look at you?
are you holding back, like the way i do?
cuz i'm tryin and tryin to walk away
but i know this crush ain't going away.......

see it's a chance we've gotta take
cuz i believe that we can make this into something that can last
last forever, forever

(crush, david archuleta)

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