Julia
Juju, pig, ah keow. wadeva u call n i approve. heh.
Ju is a christmas baby, 25/12/1990
GMPS, CCHMS, VJC , NUS FASS
Affliations to YMCA, CCHMS wushu team, genacts...



1) continue wushu if i have time
2) do well in my mods in NUS
3) be more pro in my di zi
4) successfully join the police force?
5) can go shopping and splurge!!!

when i was on bus back frm daybreak FSC juz now i suddenly tot of me suanning tc bout him being scary n he wants to self-reflect. haha. i guess i had a long enuff bus-ride to self reflect a little lo lol.

there are really many roles a person actually plays when in this society and we all juz let it pass, or take it on ourselves. or we are so used to it that we take it for granted that these are the roles we need to play. oh wells. i realised these few roles in my life luh~.. haha

1. being my parents' daughter
2. being an elder sister
   
3. being a student in sch
4. being a volunteer (leader)
5. being a person an lian-in someone
   
6. being a friend's friend
7. being someone in singapore
8. being some being in the world

soo many roles to take on, so much responsibilities to take up. but no one seem to complain huh. lol. ok mine is juz really little roles only lo. other people have more, someone's employee, someone's father, blah blah blah. heh. i really feel probably i haven fulfill these responsibilities to the max lo. will playin a better role in each different character bring about better environment for everyone?

for 1, have I been a good girl, not letting mummy angry? have I been trying to meet their expectations? will i be able to support them in the future like how they supported me now? will I be filial even after i got my family next time?
for 2, have i gave my sis sufficient attention so that she learns well? have i been neglecting her so much that we are not really close now? have I guide her to the path where i think will be good for her? do i dote on her but at the same time be strict enough wif her?
for 3, have i given enough attention to my studies? have i been hogging on to facebook for a long long time? do i even give my studies the required attention? lol!
for 4, being a leader. have i done my very best? have i been putting conscious effort in doing all i can? do i go it cuz of own initiative or juz cuz i wanna please people? do i even learn form what i am doing? am i really happy being a leader or i am happy juz cuz i get to be near .....?!
for 5, oh wells, i seriously think i have given too much attention to this part. izzit really needed? or is it juz redundant cuz he wun even noe it and dun appreciate it? this is the worst part sia. izzit even worth all my attention? gosh.
for 6, am i really being a good fren to everyone? do i, at times, complain and bitch bout them? do i worth the good friends that i have around me? do i appreciate them a lot? hmmmm.
for 7&8, have i done my part well. seriously i dun care but this statement had alrd stated probably i haven fulfilled my responsibilities as a citizen.

wooo. this is really a chunk of reflective questions. i feel these are really superficial stuff la, but ya. these were what was going thru my mind on the bus. but if i were to fulfill all these responsibilities wun i be too tired to do other things? den it seems like i am living for others. mebbe what i am doing now is just right. it has juz stuck a balance between being true to myself, able to enjoy my life, but at the same time, still let the others have a nice time around me. hmmm. this is wad i think though. lol. a bit philo huh. LOL

oh wells, its in the near future when i have the answers to these questions lo. lol.

quote:
Everytime we touch i get this feeling
and everytime we kiss i swear i could fly
can you feel my heart beat fast i want this to last
need you by my side

And everytime we touch i feel ecstatic
Everytime we kiss i reach for the skies.
can you feel my heart beat slow, i cant let you go
want you in my life....

(everytime we touch, cascada)

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