Julia
Juju, pig, ah keow. wadeva u call n i approve. heh.
Ju is a christmas baby, 25/12/1990
GMPS, CCHMS, VJC , NUS FASS
Affliations to YMCA, CCHMS wushu team, genacts...



1) continue wushu if i have time
2) do well in my mods in NUS
3) be more pro in my di zi
4) successfully join the police force?
5) can go shopping and splurge!!!

woooo. damn freakin long nv blog le. haha. i suddenly have the feel to blog today sia. hehe. so go julia! and i realised its almost one year when i touched my blog. haha

rite, for some updates, me is in nus fass le lo. wanna major in psyc. hope things goes well for me thruout the 4 yrs. life now revolves arnd sch pool n ymca only lo. seldom get to see mummy daddy n sis sia. when i am home its always late le so its hard to see them. miss mummy n daddy! joined cuesports as cca lo. juz got blue highlight on my hair ytd. gosh, wanted it to b blue but it came out turqoise. still nt bad i guess, but the y ppl sae it looks like algae. wahaha. alrite. thats about it la.

hmmmmm. uni life is good. quite slack n everything lo, though is missed out all the orientation stuff i still made a few good frenz. hehe. meetin soulmate? i guess nt. someone in mind le lo. haha. good thing i am in FASS n took all arts mods so i guess i'm nt that stressed le? haha soon la i tink the stress will step in in sem 2 lo, when my cap cannot get what i want. LOL.

yea. today the y ppl celebrated yiwei's bdae den mid autumn festival tgt. haha. seriously, when i am nt wif my sch mates i am wif y ppl le lo, one day see them for dunno how many days sia. hehe. but seriously i'l miss the times gng out wif them, cuz i can unglam to wadeva extend and its a norm cuz everyone is UNGLAM!! wahaha. and also cuz of...... went to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs? eh dunno wads the title but the show was quite funny. lol laughed till peng la. heh. rite that was the most recent thing that happened so wrote it first. heee. the other big thing today was celebrating yiwei's bdae at smu lo. damn funny sia, he walked level 1 of SOB wif the noisy lantern n windmill kinda thing. rite. if it were me i'l juz dig a hole n hide in sia. wahaha.
yet another thing that happened was picnic at ymca. haha, at y AGN!! wanted to go henderson waves but tian bu zuo mei. nvm we still had fun i guess. i still have the leftover 7-up in my bag that i'm lazy to take out. gosh. i feel so happy today! always look forward to sats lo. hahaha

yea, i was treated like a kid yet agn. mebbe i really have a kid mentality? haha. yea, i'm nt as innocent as a kid pls. everyone esp him thinks i am. damn, i am aware of stuff gng on la sia, juz diam diam dun sae doesn't mean i dunno rite? hur! nvm, this is for people to realise n nt for me to comment about ba? mebbe i'm really kiddish. haiz. deep thinker? think deep? oh wells. mebbe the connection in my brain to think deep have nt been set up, soon it'l be up. heh. and, i argue back ur suggestions does nt mean i am stubborn i ignore ur suggestion luh~. cuz at my part i will try to change la, but u dunno the real reason of me havin such mentality sia. u really dunno. n u presume u noe it. yea, so much for reading a kid. wells i guess i really should put in effort too. haha, i hope and dun hope he will see this. project BBQ will commence today. hahaa at the point when the post is posted.

one more thing. i really wun find my soulmate in sch oso le lo. it sucks man, totally, to have someone fill ur heart fully n he doesn't know it. or mebbe he knows it but tries to ignore it? ain't that F-in obvious? or is he tryin nt to spoil the frenship? haha. the 镜中花 , 水中月 ; 可望不可及 de feelin really pisses the shit out of me sia. man. he is always so near yet so far away from me. HOW?!?! sob sob. 2 days ago i tot of confessin to him sia. thought bout the scenario, how am i gonna tell him, wad am i gonna say, in wad form am i gonna express my feelings and wad to hope for after the confession. damn, its really tiring doing all these waitin. damn he muz have been the longest crush after sec sch de. haha. hong hong lie lie sia.

quote:
爱情的计时炸弹快要爆炸 我的情绪你晓得吗？
当你抚摸我的头 发我又为你心跳十下
(计时炸弹，潘嘉丽）

heys, i still remember the quotes i used to have for every blog post sia. guess its been in my long term memory le lo. haha really really hope and dun hope he reads my blog, but yea, i guess there will be a lot more of such parts in future posts lo, since now i have my lappy wif me le. heh. i feel that my heart really goes all the way out to him le lo. the time i get it back is really after i biao bai and see that there is no hope at all le. he is so bing shan how to even melt the ice when my fire is not hot enough, or when my fire is still not penetrative. i tink i muz be the Sun sia. heh, of any supernovas lo. to burn his ice mountain.

facebook says i should move on and not waste time on him anymore, really, i start to think so too, but its damn hard to pet it go, esp when i'm really so obsessed wif him. well the pea has a meaning to it too. heh.
so much bout him, guess the next post i will have summore quotes to describe him de?

one more thing, i feel really really happy for my damn good fren sia.
mood: happy!

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