Julia
Juju, pig, ah keow. wadeva u call n i approve. heh.
Ju is a christmas baby, 25/12/1990
GMPS, CCHMS, VJC , NUS FASS
Affliations to YMCA, CCHMS wushu team, genacts...



1) continue wushu if i have time
2) do well in my mods in NUS
3) be more pro in my di zi
4) successfully join the police force?
5) can go shopping and splurge!!!

totally need a venue to talk about my feelings.
omg i feel like i am having a prolonged PMS. feel so damn pissed even at tiny things about you. sometimes i hope i dun ever wanna know you. and you nv know how i feel, and i dunno how to talk to you cuz i dunno how to talk my way out from you. you are always right, den me? did you listen to my point of view.
i value punctuality, you were nv early.
i hate people breaking their promises, and you always do it. unintentionally, but its done le. there is no way to change anything alrd.
because of you i feel so irritated by myself and cry at the smallest things.
can't concentrate on everything because i keep thinking about how u think about me, do you really put me in ur mind?
can't priortize, you are always the top, am i the case?
can't stop crying, i feel so sucky do you even know it?
you want support from me, do i get it from you? i am about to fall and die and are you there to talk to me about it. so fucking stressed up this week do you know? and there you go celebrate birthday happy happy did you even ask about me? then when u did u just ditch everything by saying i'm sorry. wow. if life is that great. haiz
do u even understand me?
i feel like i dun have all my social support le. feel like there is no one out there who can understand me, pamper me and gimme some life. no.
mebbe dying off may be a good idea. permanent solution to all the problems.
i think i am suffering from depression le. omg.
yes life takes a turn, to the worst of the worst.
who understands??

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